Saturday, May 7, 2011

Too Many Ideas

First things first. *runs around the house happily* ITS MINE! ALL MINE! AHAHAHAHAHA!

*coughs and fixes hair* Explanation for that. I got the house to myself this weekend. My mother is out of town, my sister is at my dad's and I was tricked, yes tricked, into dog sitting. Not as bad as I thought it would be. The only thing that would make it better was if I had FOOD and MY HAIRDRYER. Seriously. I have milk, frozen meat that takes about 14 hours to defrost, cereal, orange juice that I finished this morning and the "Boyfriend-Food". That is what me and my sister call the junk my mom buys for her boyfriend that we are not a loud to touch. This consists of the good stuff. Sugar and Soda. Did I mention her boyfriend is a diabetic and obese? He tells her to buy the junk and she does. I ask for a sample, SAMPLE, of ice cream from the store and she goes into a long rant about taking care of myself and how I'm going to be fat and ugly and alone because of my weight. (OK, its mostly about the fat and taking care of myself part but she implies the other stuff.) Thanks mom, but I'm going to be alone because of my lack of confidence, no thanks to you, not my looks. I look a lot better than her and I can at least take care of myself. -___- AND WHAT IS THE DEAL WITH TAKING MY HAIRDRYER?! NEED A NEW ONE BECAUSE YOURS IS PUNY AND SPITTING SPARKS? GET YOUR OWN! DON'T TAKE MINE WITHOUT ASKING! Seriously, I get out of the shower and I go to dry my hair to see that only my straightener and my sister's crimper is there. I look for an hour, thinking she might had moved it or something. I call and ask her where it is. "Oh, I have it, hope you don't mind." HELL YEAH I MIND!! I NEED MY HAIRDRYER! IT TAKES ALMOST 2 HOURS FOR MY HAIR TO DRY COMPLETELY WITHOUT IT!

I told her I didn't. I promised my dad to keep the peace until I move out.

Moving on.

This post was not suppose to be a rant...OK it was, but not about my mother.

Because I am home alone, I have a lot of time to myself. Other than going to see Thor (awesome movie. If you like the Avengers comics, go see it. It is EPIC!)with my dad, sister and step family, I have not left the house. I have done everything I can think of. Wrote my stories (this includes my own ideas and fan fiction), read others' stories (books, online comics, manga, online stories, fan fiction), did my laundry (I never do this usually), did my homework (another rarity), drew stuff for fun and school (still have to finish the page for my class so I get a good grade), watched anime and Starkid's Starship (I'm obsessed), and took care of the dog.

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Free time, good. Having nothing to do during that free time, bad.

So I lay down about, oh, 7:00 pm because of my headache and I end up falling asleep. And I have a dream which I wake up in the middle of (so mad) and the first thing I think of is: Damn it! Just when it was getting good! Second thing: I gotta write/draw this!

And so, once again, I drop everything for a new story idea. =/ When will I learn?

Plot synopsis will most likely be posted when and if I finish it.

This is like the hundredth thing I have thought of that I want to write, this year alone. I have tossed out about 97% of ideas and kept the other 3%.

Not one of that 3% has been completed.

I have this issue where, if I get an idea, I drop everything and work on that until I get another idea that I drop everything for to work on. The exception is the comic idea for my art class. That one is basically planned out beginning to end, just need to add filler. The characters are created with completed profiles and I have 5 rough draft pages planned out and 3 copies of the first page done (one is line art, one is computerized screen tone and the last one is colored pencil), the pencil work for the second page done and I'm nearly done with the pencil work on the third page, with needs a screen tone and color version. (The color version can be colored pencil or digital coloring.)

But now I have this new idea that I want to write and I'm afraid everything else is going to fall behind, which would not be good. *Sigh* With that said, I want to work on this new idea very much. Maybe I'll just work on step one this week end and put it aside until after I graduate.

If you have suggestions, let me know. I could use the advice.

Peace, Love, and All That Jazz,
~ Talls