Strange...

So, my tumblr is now a rp tumblr because I don't know how to work a second blog on that site. Go figure. But, to my surpise, I am getting followers. And not just with the people I rped with briefly, but other people I don't know. This is strange to me but at the same time, I feel my chest grow with, pride or happiness or some similar emotion. Never in my dreams did I think that that would happen.

But now, I feel a little bit lonely. People I don't know are coming to my page to talk/watch this character, not me. I understand this, my tumblr was basicly blank until now. But still...

Also, I feel...happy. I am interacting with people I never thought I would. And they have similar intrests to mine and also go through things that I have gone through.

And then I'm sad again because I have no idea who they actually are. And my single life continues.

Happy, sad, happy, sad

Up, down, up, down

Man, talk about a rollercoaster.


Peace, Love and All That Jazz,
~Talls

Movie Night

Sort of. I have been on the line of well and unwell. So I was watching tv with my sister and she found the Lifetime Channel. Tonight the Pregnancy Pact was on. That is a movie based off the Pregnancy Boom a few years back. The one where a bunch of girls decided to be a fun idea to all get pregnant at the same time. In high school.

...That still shocks me...

Moving on.

After that, the new Lifetime movie is called Sexting in Suburbia, which is about a girl who kills herself after a picture of her was sent out to the school and leaked onto the internet. The movie is about her mother trying to figure out what happened. It is a bit...touching and scary. It was good...but scary.

And my maternal instinct is kicking in on high. So weird...


Peace, Love and All That Jazz,

~Talls

Geeze

Its been one of those days...weeks...months...whatever. A lot going on at once and it is overwhelming...AND TUMBLR IS BEING A PAIN!!! I turned my primary account into an rp thing and now I can't rightfully reply to friends because i can't figure out how additional blogs work.

Go figure.

Moving on. My dad is going to have surgery soon. Nothing serious but surgery is surgery, putting him on his ass for several weeks. As of today, he is the only bread winner in my family, my step mom lost her job. I'm ready to pull my hair out.

Ugh...

I think I'm sick, but I can't go to a doctors yet because of the surgery and tighter budget. I. Feel. Like. Crap.

Moving on again. I am feeling terribly lonely, as usual being single...for like...ever...my teenage sex drive is...zero. Which is odd in and of its self. I am in pain. And not the kind of pain I tolerate.

And my mental character generator is going like crazy. One of them was for a new were/vamp/human roleplay me and my friends are doing. Her past only has 2 moments of tragedy. One, her parents died when she was 6. And two, her mate, a fellow were but of the other sect (she is Forsaken and he was Pure) disappeared after her child was born. (Spirit child technically, two weres can't have kids. Its a taboo.) Other than that, she is a willing starving artist who is living in a van with a hippie, who is her packmate and best friend.

The other character helps fuel my current Dragon Age II obsession. :P

That's all the rant i have right now.

Peace, Love, and All that Jazz,

~Talls